Turning Pages

There are only a few books I've read in my life that have been hard to put down. But is there ever a book you've read that makes you scared to find out what happens next? Scared to turn the page? I'm finding that I feel that way about my life sometimes. It's easy to turn the page or read the next chapter of a good book, but much harder to want to "read" the next chapter of life. Right now I'm starting my first day at Seminary. New school, new roommates, new state. I've left the comfort of good friends to start a new chapter. It's exciting, scary, fun, challenging... about 1000 different emotions all at once. I don't know what's going to happen as I keep turning pages. There could be something amazing, something tragic, or something beyond what I could have ever dreamed. Either way, I'm asking God to keep writing this "book" He's put me into. And for the strength to keep going, even when I have no idea what's next!